I dont wanna fall for you

For quite some time now, I've been questioning whether or not I really am in love with you. It's not much of a question whether I like you but love is an entire different entity. Love is something serious.  I want you so much that it scares me. It's a damn obsession I've had for a long long time. To be with you. To spend time with you. I'm not looking for any romantic gestures on your part coz no matter what you do, when you spend time with me, or even talk to me, my heart skips a beat. Is this love? Maybe. But I do not want to fall in love with you.