Something more

For the first time in such a long time, I actually felt happy. My frozen soul has been warmed and thawed. I'm happy to have laughed my heart out. I might have looked pretty foolish but I had fun. We had fun. :)

Shooting star

Fall hard, baby. Fall hard like a shooting star. Fall, strike Earth and shatter into pieces. I like you broken like that. I know how the story goes. I'd like to see you get your karma. 

I hope this is goodbye

Mahal ko, sana bago matapos tong taon na to, makalimutan na kita. Sobrang pasakit ang binigay mo sa akin. You cheated on me with that wretched woman and now she's officially your girl. I'm not sure what to feel and how to act. It's quite laughable. I'm laughing in annoyance. I hate you. I really do. But because you gave me so much pain, it's hard to forget. I did everything I could but holding on is not for me anymore. We had our time. And it has passed. I am annoyed with myself that I'm thinking of you still. I hate you, bam. Katulad ng pakiusap ko noon, wag ka ng babalik.

I wanna have the strength to really move on and forget you. I'm not a fan of goodbyes but I know this is for the best. I loved you. At least that much is not a lie.