Monday, June 25, 2012

Inside my Heart

It's the first I've imagined myself being with someone else. It tugs my heart. A feeling of pain and loneliness mixes with a little bit of hope. Maybe someday I'll be able to find my happiness. Maybe I can smile lovingly at someone else. Until that day, only you reside inside my heart.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Relief

Things turned out better than I expected. I wasn't able to hear much drama from your stories and I'm so glad your family accepted the news wholeheartedly. I know I won't be there as much as I want but keep in mind that I'm still here whenever you need me. Just call me or text me.

I'm just so relieved. Let's prepare for the baby's coming then. :)

Friday, June 22, 2012

Ex-girlfriend

I know I'm a bit out of line. I'm not part of your family. It's not my place to meddle. But still, your family was and is a part of my life that's why I can't just turn away. In the same way, you were also part of my life... Right now, I won't be able to read your thoughts. I guess I'm not the best judge of your character, afterall. But please remember, when at your lowest and no one seems to understand, when you're too tired of explaining and just wants someone to be there, just come to me. I think this is going to be tough on you but I know you can push through. As selfish as it may seem, I just want to be there for you. To give you strength in your time of need. To just be beside you. I still value you very much. I hope with this selfishness you still see the good in me. I was, afterall, someone who treasured you. Someone who's always willing to be there for you, even if I am just your ex-girlfriend.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

To a Little Sister I Never Had

I'm really happy to be one of the first people to know about you and your baby. We haven't seen each other in such a long time, I thought you forgot about me. I hope our little chat was able to shed some light on your troubled mind. I love you so much. You are like a little sister I never had. I love your family and I guess I have some insight as to how they will react. I hope everything will turn out for the best for you and your baby.

No matter what happens, I will always stay by your side. I'm just a call or text away. I will always be your friend, come what may.