Sunday, November 15, 2009

My Scarlet Random Anonymous

1. Nice hair. :)

2. Para kang malilipad ng hangin. Pataba ka naman. Or at least, maglagay ka naman ng konting laman. HeheXD At sinasabi mo sakin na sana next time na magkita tayo magkalaman na ako. Guess who's talking. Hehe:)

3. Shocks! Namiss kita! Puro kachikahan at kachorvahan to the max! HahaXD Adik ka pa rin. And I really did miss you. :)

4. Hoy! Wag kang feeling ka. Hindi kita crush!!! XD

5. Sexy legs! WahahaXD Iron man ka pa rin talaga! Hindi na yun magbabago. Nakatatak na sa memory ko yun. HahaXD

6. Hindi lahat ng pinipicturan ko crush ko!!! Naman! HahaXD Grabe!

7. Waaah! Di ka nagpakita. Aww...I really wanted to see you there. Aalagaan mo ang Scarlet di ba?

8. Salamat sa pagturo. Haha. Sana magawa ko yung tinuturo nyo.

9. Hindi ko sila prospect!!! Waaah! Ano ba naman! XD

10. HahaXD Ganda ng ngiti mo kanina! Yeah boi! HahaXD Sana ganun na lang lagi. :)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Lesson Smeshons

Today was out Hinotori Okiya photoshoot. From 2:30pm till roughly about 5pm, we were in U.P. I hated how I looked. I had an allergy attack while preparin for the said event. Sheesh.

After the event I still had to talk to some people to settle some desputes. And afterwards, I was greeted by somone from the past.

This was a rather interesting day.

Any way, these are the things that I've learned from today.

1. Never use San-san liquid foundation. Huhu. After applying the said stuff, my skin broke out. It's like red chicken skin. It felt very itchy and very warm. That's what I get for not running a make up test before hand.

2. Never trust a laundromat who'd tell you that they accept dry cleaning. Look for a respectable cleaner. Never let jut anyone wash your kimono. Stupid cleaners who don't admit to their lack of knowlege causes a lot of problems.

3. Never again completely trust a friend who vanishes on you and still managed to lie to you. That person was caught red handed yet did not admit to his/her mistake. I'm sorry. Try as I might to fix the relationship, the damage has been done. I treasure the memories. I treasure the friendship. You may still have a part in my life, but you can only be so much. What we shared before cannot be revived...You may have your reasons, yet will it never justify how you played with our emotions...Since I'm such a freakin' good friend, let's just say that I'll be nice to you. I'll give yo a chance to explain yourself....

4. There's really no use clinging on to something that you've let go. There will always be regrets, but face it, we have to move forward. Tomorrow really may not be as bright as today. There is uncertainty. There are risks, but we have to move on. Go forward. Let bygones be byognes. Just embrace what life gives you. As they say, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade! HahaXD

That's it for now. :P


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Things Left Unsaid

How do you begin to get over someone you love? Just when you found the courage to fight, he disappears. All that's left is the memories which you hold on to dearly. He vanishes on you, perhaps to heal his heart as well.

I cannot begin to ponder all these things. There are still a lot of words left unsaid. A lot of emotion in me trying to get out and driving me nuts. He drives me crazy. His absence drives me crazy. It's hard enough getting used to him, and yet it's harder without him. It's a lot more painful and lonelier.

Maybe all I need is for you to say that you don't want me anymore. A kind of closure. Let's just put an end to it. Help me forget about you. Help me let you go.

I just need to talk to you. And yet, I'm so afraid to do so. Being with you is a double edged sword. For one thing, it offers the closure I envisioned. And yet, another chance to be with you might tip me more off balanced.

*Sigh*