Random love post

Sometimes I get the feeling that maybe love just aint for me. I dont conciously seek for it or anything but witnessing it happen for the people around me and wishing that I'd have something like that someday lessens the hope that I will find it. Haha maybe I'm not making sense. Maybe I still believe that love is possible. A love worth a thousand love stories. Or perhaps. A love that will put those stories to shame. But alas, that love is not for me. At least for now. I will merely be an observer. Love is not something I want or seek at this point. Or is this maybe a start of the end of love for me? Hmm