11-11-11

Why does this still hurt? I just realized that you untagged yourself from our pictures. I know I shouldn't care but I feel so sad. It still hurts, sweetie. I know it shouldn't but still it does. I'm not even trying to romanticize the pain, yet it lasts. Why won't it go away?

I really don't want to cry. My eyes are already swollen. I don't want to yet my chest is already in anguish. It hurts so bad.

I know you've already forgotten. I know you've already recovered. You already love someone new and I'm stuck in the past.

There's a big possibility that I'll cry myself to sleep once more. There's a big chance that I'll think of you until I fall asleep.

I pity myself.

In the depths of my soul, I wish to tell you these words, words that have no more place in our lives, words that would have been sweet and beautiful yet are now mere make believe. In the depths of my soul, I wish to reach out to you, to hug you tight and pray that we'll never be apart. In the depths of my soul, I wish to say a "happy 3rd year anniversary to us"

Cheers.