I hope this is goodbye

Mahal ko, sana bago matapos tong taon na to, makalimutan na kita. Sobrang pasakit ang binigay mo sa akin. You cheated on me with that wretched woman and now she's officially your girl. I'm not sure what to feel and how to act. It's quite laughable. I'm laughing in annoyance. I hate you. I really do. But because you gave me so much pain, it's hard to forget. I did everything I could but holding on is not for me anymore. We had our time. And it has passed. I am annoyed with myself that I'm thinking of you still. I hate you, bam. Katulad ng pakiusap ko noon, wag ka ng babalik.

I wanna have the strength to really move on and forget you. I'm not a fan of goodbyes but I know this is for the best. I loved you. At least that much is not a lie.