Running back

I keep running to where I was. I kept replaying things over and over trying to find out where it went wrong and what I could have done to fix things. I know everything I do now is in vain but I still cannot get over it. Our break up shattered everything that I am and until now I am left broken. I'm sorry if I wasn't able to fully tell you how much you mean to me. I'm sorry that I was such a stupid girl. I'm sorry that everything's over between us. I'm just sad. If only I could have done things differently. If only I wasn't too selfish back then. Still, I cannot change the fact that you're gone.

I'm sorry.

I must eventually get back up. I really must get you out of my mind. Out of my life.

How many times must I say goodbye before I can accept the fact that you're not mine anymore...that whatever I do, nothing will change. You will never be mine ever again...