Tangang Pag-ibig

Sana pala pinigilan kita. Sana hindi na lang ako pumayag na siya ang piliin mo. Hindi ko pala kaya. Mahal pala kita. At dahil sa pagmamahal kong ito, ako'y naging makasarili. Ayoko na. Hindi ko na kayang magpanggap. Alam naman halos ng lahat na mahal na mahal pa rin kita. Wala pa ring nagbago. Ang tanga-tanga ko...

Running back

I keep running to where I was. I kept replaying things over and over trying to find out where it went wrong and what I could have done to fix things. I know everything I do now is in vain but I still cannot get over it. Our break up shattered everything that I am and until now I am left broken. I'm sorry if I wasn't able to fully tell you how much you mean to me. I'm sorry that I was such a stupid girl. I'm sorry that everything's over between us. I'm just sad. If only I could have done things differently. If only I wasn't too selfish back then. Still, I cannot change the fact that you're gone.

I'm sorry.

I must eventually get back up. I really must get you out of my mind. Out of my life.

How many times must I say goodbye before I can accept the fact that you're not mine anymore...that whatever I do, nothing will change. You will never be mine ever again...